Wanting More…

Lately I’ve been thinking what I want in this life and I keep looking at myself like what I can be. I wanna help people rather then just be a father, I wanna experience life too the fullest yet im scared too come out of my comfort zone. I’m not even sure what I really want all I know is I want adventure in my life …more then what I have now…I crave it. I don’t want to lose anything however too gain something you must lose something’s. I wanna relax in a cabin near waters and enjoy food, I wanna go too strip clubs go too Vegas, I wanna dance with a girl I love, I want romance too be wanted. I wanna get drunk and hang out with friends..I wanna drive. I wanna do so much and I feel I have little time …too smell fresh fire wood, have a dog, or cat.. be a father that is happy spending time with the kids . I’d don’t know …I keep waiting for something but nothing happens..